I’m sorry and I’m sad
I’m sorry life is so meaningless, sorry that only a few people can really see it, and mostly, sorry that being in love is so out of style. I’m sad that hopeless romantics are as rare as diamonds, sad that it will be this tough to face life by my own, without having someone to [..more..]
Walking in the shadows of Perfection.
I have my best friend. She is amazing. A little too much so. Every time I have interest in a guy, every time they meet her, it’s like I am invisible. It sucks. How could I ask someone to give up on what they think is better and want them to be with something they [..more..]
Perfection
How am i suppose to be perfect, no ones perfect i try to do what was right and gain your trust but you keep making me feel like s*** and i hate how i broke up with my boyfriend and your not satisfied you made me let go of something i wanted badly and im [..more..]
25-03-12(19:19:25)
I want someone to wrap their arms around me and tell me that they love me, and that everything will be okay… but, I don’t think even that will make me feel any better. ‘What’s wrong?’ people ask. I lie and reply with ‘Nothing.’ because I don’t know what’s wrong. I don’t know why I [..more..]
23-02-12(7:37:52)
Love…the word makes me think of you. Your goofy laugh, beautiful eyes, your perfection. Its hard seeing you with someone else. I know we are friends…But sometimes I cant handle that. Seeing you together all the time…Its just to much. I love you. You were my first love. I will never forget you. I want [..more..]
24-08-11(4:08:47)
I thought at 21 years old, I’d stop feeling like a little helpless kid. Laying here with tears in my eyes because I can’t take away my mothers pain. I want to be the one thing in her life that doesn’t bring her any stress, but I can’t even do that right. I will push [..more..]