Think Too Much?
I feel like I am standing at the lowest end of a mountain and looking up at everyone that is already reaching the peak. They have all conqeured the mountain and already moving on to the next obstacles now, but there I am, still dragging on… So… I met one of them today. I panicked. [..more..]
Feelings
I feel so empty sometimes. I’ve got friends and family who support me. But why is it I still feel so empty. I’m breathing and capturing every mountain I climb. With scrapes and bruises. Still emotionless. Goals, accomplishments, and pieces of paper with my marks. What significance does it have. Is it going to fill [..more..]
10-03-12(16:36:39)
“Nature nurture heaven and home Sum of all and by them driven To conquer every mountain shown But I’ve never crossed the river Brave the forest, brave the stone Brave the icy winds and fire Braved and beat them on my own Yet I’m helpless by the river Angel, angel what have I done I [..more..]
10-11-11(0:53:51)
It’s so hard to feel happy when your surrounded by friends who judge you by your appearance. Or by friends who exclude you from basically everything they’ve planned. Or by friends who are too shallow to really live. Are these people I surround myself with REALLY my friends. No. Not at all. They are “friends”, [..more..]