I feel so empty sometimes.
I’ve got friends and family who support me.
But why is it I still feel so empty.
I’m breathing and capturing every mountain I climb.
With scrapes and bruises.
Still emotionless.
Goals, accomplishments, and pieces of paper with my marks.
What significance does it have.
Is it going to fill this glass shattered void of hope.
Perhaps.
Perhaps I need something I can’t materialize.
Perhaps I need something I’ve never felt before.
Numbness, emptiness, emotionless.
Feelings I wish I can emulate.
Where is that one feeling.
Where is that on feeling I’ve waited for so long.
My inspiration, my life, my everything.
Where is it hiding.
Is it hiding from the insecurities
Is it hiding from fear, the uncertainty
Please don’t hide from me… Because
I feel so empty.