Another day of pain
So its me again. Last night I continued hurting myself. I went in my draws tool out all medication, previous medication. Mixed them up and took them. I’m trying to disappear. I did this the day before but all it gave me was pain. I have not slept in so long. The pain from the [..more..]
Me myself and I
Today i am gripped with unrelenting pain, the kinda pain to where its almost debilitating. i have been servery depressed for awhile now, and really am not sure what to do, some say seek medication other say seek therapy. To me these don’t seem like options, not because of pride or fear of changing my [..more..]
do you even care?
you mock me, you yell at me, you tell me it’s all in my head. are you trying to make me feel better or worse? i cut myself for the first time last night, you made me build the courage to. you cry when this happens. but every time you break down crying- the first [..more..]
May 26, 2012 at 9:40…
I tried to kill myself.
I pushed a pillow against…
May 26, 2012 at 9:40… I tried to kill myself. I pushed a pillow against my face, but it didnt work. I grabbed my nose and held my breath, but somehow id start breathing again. I started reading about how many pills of a medication I found, does it take to die… Why? Because I [..more..]