innerself
depression is taking over everything in my life… its been so hard for my innerself to blend in with the beauty of life…. i wake up in the middle of the night with heartaches.. and mind loss… am i psychologically ill?? or am just lostt?? i see a f***ing ant on the street and i [..more..]
bets
11am – Kashiwa v Sapporo – 1.23 home – 8th v 18th ( bottom) – 7 of Kashiwa’s 8 defeats have come against top 6 sides ( and that’s after 24 matches so the form should have a dependable feel to it.) 2-4-2-6-2-1-4-2 scored against bottom 6 sides home and away. The only time they [..more..]
loss of purpouse
What is the point in anything? I’ve lost all sense of purpouse…
19-05-12(10:22:02)
So unsure where my life is heading… I feel like an absolute mess at the moment… I feel dead inside,empty, sad, alone,miserable,gutted just nothing….hollow…… Trying to cope with the sudden loss of my nephew, my marriage hitting the rocks and then the love i have for another guy…Plus then the nagging worry of my kids..Not [..more..]
24-03-12(1:03:59)
I love him, and thats why im scared to loss him. The doctor says he is in critical condition and wont let any visitors in, but they tells me that he’s been asking for me and his best friend, so finally they let us two in and i dont want to leave, his condition is [..more..]
06-03-12(3:12:04)
Addiction is a horrible thing, I forgot the last time I was able to get to sleep without smoking some weed, I’ve started smoking so much that my friends are starting to stop hanging out with me because they think i’ve got a problem. They’re probably right, but it doesnt help the fact that the [..more..]