24-08-11(9:43:06)

I want to die. And not in an overdramatic 17 year old girl kind of way. I’m not going to act on it. I never will. I’m definitely not gutsy enough. Today I did something that was my personal equivalent of coming out, and it definitely did not feel good, and afterwards all I really [..more..]

05-08-11(15:12:30)

I want some sort of privacy. Everyone’s in here, all the time. Talking about crap. I’d really just like to be somewhere where I can be just with me, not with someone else talking about things. I want to write. I want to be alone, to plot and scheme and write. I want to be [..more..]

Crushing on a girl that I kissed a little bit. I used to be easier to win over. Am i that sad person now?

I am weak… I gave in a messaged you today… you said you had been thinken about me last night….. i asked why you didnt message and you said you didnt have my number… i asked did you delete me….. you said no…. so what what happened… pls help me understand every little bit of [..more..]

A friend has just disappointed me. For real. I mean she’s a very good friend for me, but the fact that she’s kissing with my roomie on my back even doe she knows he has a girlfriend. AHH it’s just, I’m not mad, well maybe a little bit. It’s just that it’s sad, it changes [..more..]