The truth, at last.
When I was 18, I met the perfect man. But I was too young and dumb to appreciate him. Now, several mistakes and 2 marriages later, I wonder where he is, how he’s doing. I heard his baby brother died a couple of years ago, and just wanted to hold him, because I know he’s [..more..]
Second choice
Right now most of my friend have boyfriends and i don’t. As if that wasn’t depressing enough i feel like they have forgotten about me totally. I don’t have a very good enviorment at home and they know that, and still no one have asked me how i am i a looong time. I’ve been [..more..]
getting nowhere
Why I have to lose always or been the last…. I put all my effort and seems im not getting nowhere.. Other people made it look easier…
12-03-12(1:23:00)
Stuck. That is all that I am. All that I feel. Stuck within a life that constantly repeats itself. Everyday the same as the last. The slight differences a mock of true variation. Constantly trying to make myself believe that I am happy here. Perhaps there are times when I am. Perhaps I do not [..more..]
31-07-11(0:19:47)
So i’m dating a man who is older than me, married, has four kids. I love him so much. I feel alive and happy when i am with him. But sometimes i get the feeling it wont ever work out the way i dream of. How can i expect someone to leave their family and [..more..]