bummed out

What would i say? Even if i could figure out whatsoever bothering me who would listen. everybody seems to be moving on with their lives. getting jobs. buying houses. going travelling. but i can hardly seem to find the motivation to get out of bed. life just isnt fun anymore. it used to be. but [..more..]

03-10-11(14:47:35)

i just want this year to end quickly now. i have no job and feel as though my life has come to a complete stand still. like a wall in front of it. to high to climb and to big to knock down. i have no where to turn. this makes me un happy. i [..more..]

I am scared,,I don’t know what will happen..I haven’t had a close friend since 10 years ago,,no-one has stayed with me..and I try but they always think I have my own friends..and never a bf too,,i always hoped that my first bf would be my close friend too..I am also scared that once family start [..more..]