13-11-11(6:10:30)

We make eye contact sometimes. We’ve talked a little. Hi’s and hello’s, because we’re both friendly. I just want you to know, I’m strong…..I’m strong, and, I’m also weak. I pretend, I don’t like you, and walk past you in the hallways like you’re nothing. Sadly, Zach. You,are, not, NOTHING, to me. You’re everything. Mabye [..more..]

22-08-11(13:42:50)

Its been ages now since you have spoken to me… I dont have the guts to ring you in case i get a s*** response…Time has not even began to heal my heart and the pain it feels… No amount of time ever will…. I truly believe Daniel you are my sole mate… Sad to [..more..]

18-07-11(13:55:02)

I am very depressed. i feel very lonely. LIFE IS LIKE A HELL TO ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. THINGS ARE NOT AT ALL GOING IN MY WAY. nO ONE LOVE ME AT ALL. tODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.. THIS DAY ALWAYS HURTS ME. I ALWAYS THINK WHY I AM BORN. I DONT HAVE [..more..]

I feel like crap….

I feel like crap. I wish I were dead. I want to kill myself if only I had the guts to just do it. Cut myself, over dose, jump of a building, walk into moving traffic or something. Love hurts Hate hurts Peace hurts and Violence hurts. Call me when it all stops.

Hi Babe, How are you??? I miss you ??? I wish you were up this way so we could catch up… I am going out next weekend it would be lovely if you could come up for the night and we could spend it together.. I know thats a huge ask as you spend most [..more..]

I made you think of me today even though you didnt realize I had…. I saw the trucks and knew there was only one place you could be staying at by the direction you were headed…. And yes I turned around and went there and yes your trucks were there…. I was at the traffic [..more..]