hello
i know this hurts you the most, but it would be nice if you acknowledged that i can also think by myself and that just because you want things to go your way, i am not just a scared little girl who needs guidance. i’ve made my decision. it’s not changing. it’s about so much [..more..]
I hate my mom
I literally hate her. Her verbal abuse and depression has me so depressed myself that I’ve contemplated killing myself. She pressures me to be perfect. I’ve developed eating disorders, OCD, bipolar disorder, and I’m afraid of things that I’ve never been afraid of before. I wrote about her abuse and my plot to kill myself [..more..]
Homeschool, NOPE JUST KIDDING!! STRESS SCHOOL!
I had a meeting with my (cough*very useless*cough) guidance consoler this morning and my mom. I asked her about options for either homeschooling or taking just Pre-Calculus online/through private school/whatever so that I would have more time to learn the material, because math causes me lots of anxiety. She basically gave me no information. She [..more..]