It´s been a year….

….since i last held you. I still think about you a lot. For months i was your puppet on a string, i sat there waiting for you in limbo while you claimed you were “unsure” about you and me. While every couple of weeks you would run back to me and treat me like you [..more..]

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I feel like hell, and tomorrow is basically going to be the worst day ever! I’m gonna make a fool out of myself cause i’m an idiot!

07-11-11(7:04:11)

The streets were quiet and all was still as I walked home from the bridge. There were also several clouds above, and it all felt rather erie. But that’s not what matters. I failed to resist against lust. I placed myself at risk again. All the anger that had been growing inside is no longer [..more..]

#321 JUst ignore them. Atleast youll be more sucessful then them in the future. just keep beleiving and if i were you i’ll stop hanging out with them and just be all alone. theyre just using you. So, what do you perfer, being independent or a toy to them? it doesn’t matter what they say [..more..]

Love is just a word, an empty meaningless word that one says to another when one wants one thing or another, why did i belive it why did i care, i was played a fool, i look like a tool, there was so much pain, but i held on the train, it was a long [..more..]