that’s all

I know growth takes time. But, I’m f***ing 21–when does my character set in? My smarts, my excitement, my PASSION, when does my beauty shine through without the for aesthetic surface. Where is my PASSION? Everything so dull about me, I can’t even hold a interesting coversation with anyone. I want interesting friends that tell [..more..]

I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?

Today was full of excitement and adventure- nothing too spectacular but worth visiting- I realized tonight that I’m not the only one that thinks the way I do- I wonder one day if my children will be anything like me- Do I want children?-I’d like to be able to go anywhere I want- but I’d [..more..]

08-02-12(15:59:07)

and the shivers i get once i think about all the things that i did wrong in the day , i feel so sad , depressed , hated. i wanna get all this out of me , i wanna feel the excitement of my age , my happy moments are soo countable ……

05-08-11(12:52:10)

It’s ironic on this the last day of my job of 10 years that I feel both excitement and sorrow. Excitement to be moving on to another job, but sorrow to be leaving those that I’ve become great friends with. This last week has been such a buzz – limited time to get things done, [..more..]

The days are so long and the nights so empty…Just wishing you would ring or message……I cant keep going on with this love I have for you bottled up inside…. I want to shout it from the roof tops that its you I love and want to be with…. I dont care that your younger [..more..]