Suburban bourgeois that have had their needs catered too their whole life have no desire to listen to technical details. I understand that. What I don’t understand is their perverse desire to be “part” the decision making process. If they have such a great aversion to learning new things, and generally have a hard time [..more..]

There’s so much to say. And I can’t say it, because of this maddening paralysis. I feel like I can’t withstand these pressures, and it’s very important that I do. I feel that it is essential in fact, the only thing I am to do in this time and space, to contribute something. And right [..more..]

Im 17, i used to love going out all the time, id always go to parties and get wasted and have an amazing time, or just chill at a friends. but recently my desire to do the things i loved has completely dissolved. I cry all the time, i have no motivation to work for [..more..]