anger,fear,depression, loneliness, bitterness

every time i come out of my room..and try to talk,tell you all how i feel…i just hurt myself badly… i rather…stay in my room…on my laptop…doing whatever it takes to be away from you all…. i’m so damn lucky to have you all… but i’m sick of having people dat dont know a thing [..more..]

16-05-12(12:25:37)

when you say you love me, do you mean it? why do i have the feeling you’re just saying that without actually meaning it. coz i really do love you but sometimes you just act weird :$

22-08-11(23:59:29)

right thats it, im done puttin my life on hold for sum1 who will never want me the way i want her, she see’s me as a friend and from now on a friend is at she’s gonna et nothing more and im gonna start enjoyin myself n stoppin myself likin other people coz im [..more..]

08-08-11(15:37:56)

i hate liking sum1 to the point that u no ur being a stupid bi*ch by flirtng but no matter how many times ya tell ur self not 2 ya do it anyway!2 years later ya’d swear i’d learn by now pfttt but no not me, i clearly like feeling like sh*t everytime she sleeps [..more..]

Sorry I don’t mean to be this way. I don’t mean to purposely ignore you. but I need to do this. I’m doing the right thing. if I continue this I might fall in love with you You already have a girlfriend and I can’t do that coz I’m sure your girlfriend will be hurt. [..more..]