Bulls*** Friends
It’s freaking bulls***, i feel like i have no mates, all my apparent “good mates” never ever ask me how i am, if i want to chill with them, or even just a general f***ing conversation! It’s always me who makes the effort, but sometimes i just stop talking to people for ages and just [..more..]
Relationship Ramblings
Sometimes I feel I can’t trust you. You often times find a loophole with your promises that make me wonder if you are trust worthy and if I can confide in you. You are tricky and have a way with words and manipulation. You also often times don’t give a straight answer to people, with [..more..]
him…
We were just hanging out. Us and our friends. Then we started talking and we got into our first REAL conversation. not just a joke or comments, a real conversation. He was laughing and he was making me laugh so hard. I’m sure i was smiling like an absolute idiot! I didn’t like him at [..more..]
If we menaged to submit ours amongs us
Imagine if us two would be selfish all the way for once and submit our thoughts about us amongst us.If we managed that,what kind of conversation would that be..i wonder.And how much of it would it be..i wonder
Accident
I don’t know if you know how much it meant to me that you called to ask what happened. That you’ve held a conversation with me for most of the day. I know you care, and you always have. You said so last night. I’m not just anybody to you; I’m somebody to you, so [..more..]
Confused
I really like you Ellis even though I just met you. However, I have a tendency to think about people who don’t think about me at all. I also happen to notice and remember things such as conversations that others don’t. This is my problem. I remember too much about people and one of these [..more..]
09-02-12(2:58:52)
its just one of those nights where i miss you so much it hurts. i’m mad that your life ended this way, in such a preventable way. but i’m more mad at the fact that i won’t get another conversation with you. another music battle where we try to outdo each other with hipster bands [..more..]
07-01-12(1:50:55)
I just read our old conversation, you once told me “I like you too much to leave you and I will never do that”. It gives me hope again. Seems like that was just yesterday. I miss you so much Ty. I miss talking to you, I miss everything about you. Do you miss me [..more..]
14-12-11(14:23:14)
He still has the power to make me laugh more than anyone else. I long for him to go back with me and pretend some of this didn’t happen so we could just be friends again, so we could actually have a conversation again.