Grief
I wish I could believe in the afterlife. I wish I could believe the soul left the body upon death and ascended into some beautiful realm. I wish more than anything that I had faith. I have no faith. Now I will never be sure. My anamchara died, my best friend, my sworn soul mate. [..more..]
05-04-12(20:33:50)
Why everything is so hard to understand, and even you don’t want to understand. Everything is mess and you try to find some serenity in it. All new is all to be understood in any way you will try to and you can or you will, whatever you are feeling to do with it. But [..more..]
14-09-11(9:23:18)
I remember my childhood memories. They all seem like unreal scenarios that my mind makes up with strong emotional ties to. I want to relive them. I can imagine them perfectly in my head. I try and remember how I used to think back then, and how different I think now. I can only relate [..more..]