Lonely Soul

I’m just a wandering body looking for companionship on this voyage of enlightenment. Due to circumstances I’m stranded at home most of the time. I’m also not incredibly able to work well in highly social situations. So I’m alone a lot. I do enjoy my solitude, but occasionally I get this stomach turning ache in [..more..]

What to do….

So stressed out. Me and the boyfriend having issues after 7 years of companionship. I know we won’t break up. He’s afraid to make the first move. I try to talk to him about his drinking… He tells me he doesn’t want to talk and walks away. I bummed a cigaret from a neighbor outside. [..more..]

true understanding

yeah today is okay I have more to do yet but what would be nice is at the end of today I get some male company companionship that would be very nice and thoughtful but evea way it’s cool I ran a little today made me fill so freaking good please let everything go good [..more..]

Spare me from your songs of love

There are people who can’t wait to fall in love; those who are afraid to fall in love. Me? I just don’t want to fall in love. And yet because I want companionship, I meet people and everytime there is that possibility of something more, I think to myself “Oh dear God, is he expecting [..more..]

10-08-11(21:22:00)

I am torturing myself about a guy who is too young and immature for me and has no interest in me what so ever and even has a new girlfriend. I have obsessed about it for two months and just want to move on a find a guy who does like me back. I am [..more..]

the problem with me is that i can`t feel anything for anyone.i tried to think of another person as a partner but it totally grossed me out and the very though of intimate relationship just doesn´t appeal to me.i guess i never sought for any kind of companionship because i never needed any.i don´t miss [..more..]