my f***ed up family!!!!

i have a very unstable family .my parents broke up when i was 6 monthes old and i have gone back and forth to my dads house and to my moms house for 12 years.i am 12 now and i dont want to do it anymore ,every other week to my moms and my dads [..more..]

04-04-12(22:49:41)

Crap! I just can’t believe it! Today, I finally get the letter to weather I’ll get into A magnet high school or not! I was expecting either a yes or no, nothing more, nothing less. I read the stupid letter and I got a f***ing ALTERNATE POOL for all three of my choices! DAMMIT! I [..more..]

29-11-11(3:56:22)

why do i wake up every morning? its just the same bull s*** over and over again. the same youll never be good enough. i always end up in the same spot. sitting in my room alone, with a blade. who wouldve thought that hurting myself more would help me more then anything else can. [..more..]

Why Why do I allow you to do this to me….. Why do I allow you to suck me in each and every time…… I hate you for it……Is it so bloody hard to tell the truth to tell a person how you really feel whether its what I want to hear or not…… It [..more..]