Suffering the consequences

He looks at me and I look at him…the tension between us is undeniable but neither of says a word. Through out my day he is always on my mind and at night he is the only one I dream of. I find myself wondering if he is thinking of me too. I never stopped [..more..]

Not your little angel </3

Im sorry im not what you wanted for a daughter. I complain to much and i know it. You think i stopped cutting but really, i havent; im just good at hiding it. I lied. I said i never puked on purpose, but i have. And Ms.ewen was right, i watch what i eat. I [..more..]

27-01-12(3:47:09)

Who i truly am hates who i’ve become. And in all honesty to god, i dont even know who that is anymore. I feel like I am never the same person. I’m always going through phases. and i feel like i’ve just lost so much of myself that i’m going to need more than just [..more..]

So over life and living….. Serious I have had enough…I am going to end up hating my husband… He is controlling a snoop and a stalker….. I know I am no angel but he pushes me into seeking attention elsewhere because of his manner… He is an only child and so everything has to be [..more..]