He looks at me and I look at him…the tension between us is undeniable but neither of says a word. Through out my day he is always on my mind and at night he is the only one I dream of. I find myself wondering if he is thinking of me too. I never stopped loving him even though many believe I have. He is the one, my true love, he is all I want, he is my angel but he doesn’t belong to me, I cry sometimes because the pain of not having him is overwhelming…you see he’s married to a former friend, and I’m married to the rebound after him. I’ve created my own personal hell and I don’t know how to get out.
now i can say ive never experienced anything like this before but my opinion would be to leave the guy your with now because you are not truely happy. and maybe tell the guy you love how you feel regardless if hes married. even if it doesnt work out like you think it would at least you wont have to leave with ‘what if’ and it would bring closure so you could start over with finding yourself again.