Reaching toward it ALL

I wonder through this life seeking the air and beauty around me. I feel a bit like a bird flying down but then back to the clouds, back to my thoughts. I hear the phrase bird on a wire. To me this probably means something different than it actually means…to me it means balancing all [..more..]

Alone

For the past few weeks, I have stayed up till sometimes till 7 am just crying. I feel alone. I feel depressed. I’m unhappy. I feel as if no one cares about me anymore. I feel I should just give up. Like I have nothing to look forward to anymore. My family doesn’t like me, [..more..]

09-05-12(18:26:50)

I see you sitting on gchat ALL the time…EVERYDAY now…You spoke to me first. I spoke to you the 2nd time…I’m not about to re-initiate it again. That’s when I feel like I’m annoying/bothering you. I want to ask you how the GMAT went. I want to know if you enjoyed your reunion weekend here. [..more..]

20-03-12(20:19:44)

I MISS MY BROTHER SO MUCH..HE WAS DUMB ENOUGHT TO GET HIS SELF IN TO TROUBLE..BUT IM BETWEEN ALL THIS S***..IM A WITNESS OF EVERYTHING HE DID..I HATE BEING IN BETWEEN..I CRY FOR HIM THO..CUZ I LOVE MY OLDER BROTHER AND CARE FOR HIM ALOT..NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES OR SAY TO ME..I WILL ALWAYS [..more..]

14-02-12(22:05:48)

He didnt give me anything on Valentine’s Day..He didnt even SAY happy valentine’s day..i mean..i know he’s not a romantic guy and i like that but he didn’t even say happy valentine’s day! NOT ROMANTIC AT ALL..i know..he has someone else..he has another valentine..but at least say happy valentines to me! even my friends and [..more..]

I f***ing hate you. You F***ED things up for me. You snitched, ratted me out, ruined everything for me, when you could have easily NOT. You could have NOT done that. BUT YOU DID. And you say you CARE? You don’t care. You don’t give a f***. You’re the s***tiest friend a person could have. [..more..]