opened new beauty shop
I am feeling alot of fear. The company I worked for decided we were making to much money and put us all on a low hourly wage. My world has been turned inside out. So opened my own salon 12 weeks ago and i have no idea what i am doing. I can do the [..more..]
I hate my life.
Freaking depression, freaking everything. I can f*** everything up just by being alive. And the worst part is, nobody cares. Not even my closest ones. What the f***!? Bury yourselves, b****es.
so angry
i don’t know what’s the problem. all i need is a shoulder to cry on but i don’t know what to cry about! and i’m not a drama quin trust me! the problem is that i’ve been going through so much lately and i have this boyfriend who is really nice and caring but for [..more..]
today is marphys day
Every thing i did today just went wrong. Tell meGod how long is going to last this s***, becouse i cant stand it any more. Nothig is going as it should go, but reather just s*** is hapening.. black thoughts, but what should i do.. i needed to write something down. All the best
Not a replacement for real life friends.
Stop, rant
Stop telling me that what i like is a bad thing because i don’t think it is for me, People need to mind their own buisness in life. You cannot change me.
Blah
Who cares what other people think. I disagree with doctors if they are being forceful to me hmm
Im unsure what to do..
Well, My best friend..she gots an amazing boyfriend, I dont like him or anything its just im sorta jelous i mean. all my friends have great boy friends who be there for them, whose there best friend…but i dont. i mean…im jelous that all my friends have there love there next to them, but i [..more..]
me
There people in the world like my bother and sister that say thing that make me feel sad. Why do people say thing that make you mad or sad? Is it because someone did to them. I love my bother and sister but if there was a away to say that how.
hopelessness
I am in despair these days.My confidence is shattered and I am not sure if I will ever be able to smile once again in my life the way I used to at the beginning of last year.Hope nobody else in this world is in a situation similar to mine, ever. Firstly, during the same [..more..]