how i feel inside
I am afraid, afraid that im not good enough for you afraid that i wont be enough and that some day youll leave me for someone better, never has a girl made me feel this way never have i been afraid to loose someone. i never show it and ive never told anyone this. but [..more..]
I guess it’s time I just wrote with no intention…
Well, like tittle says… It’s about time. I don’t really do these as much as I wish to. But at least I’m getting it off my chest. Am I a bad person? Just because I enjoy seeing others people pain? Is it a disorder? And is it bad that I repeatably lie about the things [..more..]
Goodnight Gorgeous
i wish you where right here with me, i long for the day when i have you falling asleep in my arms. you mean the world to me and i want you to know i love you for everything you are especially your imperfections. ive never felt like this for any other girl, i hope [..more..]
worried
i hope i didnt ruin the flow of things, you know i wanted to talk to you but things came up im sorry. i hope you know that
Dear you
I love you to the moon and back, more than I love myself, and I would do absolutely anything for you. I know you don’t see it, but you are beautiful. You hate your eyes, your skin, your hair, your figure, but I love them. You hate your race, and I don’t see why. Babe, [..more..]
Emotional statuses
I hate people who write emotional statuses ALL the time its unbelievable how many people I have blocked because that’s all they do.
Buying condoms
Don’t know about you, but I find buying condoms the most stressful thing in the world. I go into the shop like “Be calm, be calm, you are a 25 year old woman, no one will judge you,” but I just can’t! I go over to the section for tampons and condoms and pills and [..more..]
deeply love
nothing is important than our love
what i want
why cant we choose our lives? i dont understand and why dont we ever get what we want? once everything starts to go right something goes wrong. so if you know that feeling then relate with me as i rant about what i want. i want to live in california around 21 living in an [..more..]
Dear Crush.
Dear Crush, I think you’re beautiful: i think that you have a beautiful face and a beautiful mind and I love to love you. You don’t feel nearly the same way about me, though. You don’t care about me at all. That’s a problem to me. I’ve gone almost a year and a half idolizing [..more..]