One wish
I wish all the people in the world would become happy and love themselves.
No meaning. No purpose
I no longer have the will to live. However I do not have the mental capability to commit suicide. Some people say I need to be connected with God more. Let me tell you something about God. If God sees and knows everything then why are we here. Why does God allow us to exist [..more..]
dont bother
Hey my darling, I have so much to say to you, and i don’t even think you have time to read this. You’ll probably give up around now. so, let me give you my sincere apology first. im sorry for even sending this to you. im sorry to bother you. i know im coming off [..more..]
please read
you will probably never read this, but please please please whatever you do, never ever ever kill yourself. please please, if you are looking for a sign to not kill yourself, this is it, don’t kill yourself. there’s a lot of people that care about you and would be significantly upset if you ever killed [..more..]
why does this road feel so sad and desolate?
In shambles as I lay upon a bed. why so forlorn? why so wistful… I will find her. I will fix it. or my heart will decay and I will be no longer. freedom is not known to me nor those around. a world changed not as intended. I need to find her. I will [..more..]
I shouldnt have said it,
i regret saying anything, im so f***ing stupid i know this wont end well. i know this will take a turn for the worse. i always jump ahead of myself i need to learn how to bite my tongue.
I’m afraid I’m losing myself.
I’m afraid I’m losing myself.
7/14/11
I love you more than words can ever be able to say. My love for you can never fade away because I’ve loved you for what seems like a lifetime. We said forever remember? I guess you forgot, but I didn’t. I never did. I still remember every little thing you said, good or bad, [..more..]
It was worth a shot
I knew in the end nothing would happen, im in love with you but you dont love me back, and i dont know how to move on, all i do is think about you and what i could of done differently. in the end somethings are just not meant to be, it breaks my heart [..more..]
What I am truly scared of.
Who am I?….The question every teenager asks themselves. It’s tricky you know, the whole being a teenager and living in the digital age because so quickly you could lose yourself into the void of what is the internet you might spend hours on it maybe even every single day. Most teenagers are here on sites [..more..]