I’m just so tired
I know I shouldn’t. I’m not even 20 and I’m already sick of everything. I just want it to end. I know it won’t unless I provoke it, but I can’t kill myself. I’ve thought about it many times but I can’t get myself do it. I think about death more than I should. Yesterday [..more..]
unmyeong? sarang?
i have never liked anyone because of their looks. the truth is, none of my ex were so called “handsome”. don’t get me wrong, i’m not beautiful. i am the kind of girl that is not so girly-girly. i am just a simply girl. anyways, i liked those guys because i believed that they would [..more..]
please comment to this message because i need to know someone heard
no one understands how i feel. i woke up on my birthday feeling like it was just another day i have to endure. my younger sister (we’ll call her N) sang the happy birthday song just as i got out of bed and i thought maybe today i wont cry, needless to day i was [..more..]
just something i needed to say
okay i have never done anything like this before but i need to talk to people who i don’t know who therefore don’t know me and i can just say the things that have been on my mind for a long time now. i feel terrible all the time and i feel useless. i have [..more..]
Stop panicking
I need to stop panicking and focus on getting things done. I can do it, I CAN DO IT!
questions
Some real creepy questions, get your fix. DO IT 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? 4. Would you [..more..]
cuts
I did it I lost control I’m weak it wasn’t too many though only about 25-30
^Just Venting^
I had a feeling this might happen again. people who I thought were my friends are starting to turn on me. I guess they’re mad I havent been hanging out with them but its not my fault I’ve been busy trying to find a job and others have been asking me to help them as [..more..]
Taking Flight Please .
I’m so ready to get the F*** out of here. I have 6 days left & I’m gone for 3 whole months. I just thank God because dealing with all of these situations are driving me crazy. One moment IDGAF , then another moment I’m sad. But I know I feel my absolute best when [..more..]
boys are complicated
dear boys are complicated, it just bothers me that you always feel the need to pop up in my head, like hello? you were totally not invited. hey maybe if i were the one who ended the relationship i would allow it, but no. instead you had to be a typically douchebag a****** and end [..more..]