Posted by Anonymous on 2019/04/08 under Love I don't know, I just honestly don't . Everyone I've ever loved has left me. Everyone I ever cared for, has left. Why am I so unlovable ? Like, it really does suck. Cause I want to fall in love, meet a guy , regardless of his age and so on and genuinely fall in love . Ever since my last relationship, I can't even bring myself to imagine that another guy will ever love me .I showed him everything, every part of myself, every weakness of mine and I let him in completely and wholly without a doubt .I showed him how fun and loving I can be and I shared all my hopes and dreams with him, I made plans about us. Yes, it sounds so stupid cause I'm only 18 .Yes it does .I'm so hurt though .Because he chose to stop loving me and I could feel it, I could sense it. Because he lost interest in me, I felt like such a burden but I was too weak to break it off. So he left without saying a word and I was left all alone, feeling so confused and sad and just not good enough or enough in general. Because after all, he gave up on me,on us . And I was there, always trying to hold onto what once was and what I had hoped one day could be. I'm such a hopeless romantic .I'm such a loser. And now I'm typing all this with tears in my eyes cause I'm disgusted by myself, I just feel like such a waste of space. What am I even good for anyway ? If anyone's going to reply, please don't tell me it's just a heartbreak and so on and so forth .I know what it is but I'm hurt and I feel like I'm never gonna be enough to meet someone's needs. Or what if my expectations are too high ? I don't know, I really don't.
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I feel your pain I feel it hard tbh my last boyfriend hurt me so bad that I thought I will never love again I thought no guy will treat me right after how he treated me he through 5 months away led me on so long just to tell me he never loved me and hes slept with girls our whole relationship but the best way to move on to fine love again Is to keep telling yourself hes not worth it and make yourself see hes not coming back and by telling yourself that over and over no matter how much it hurts then find something to distract you and eventually you will forget him and when you do it will feel like you can breath.
The best thing that helped me get over a woman was, this.
I never loved her
i just loved what i thought she was.
Dr .Alfred Prunesquallor ,
I know what you’re saying. But it hurts so bad cause even when I know he’s not what I need, I’m still longing for him. And I don’t know , it was the best kind of loving. He wanted the same things as me, and for a short while he offered me the exact kind of love I have been looking for .I’m scared I’ll never find this again …
There are 1000 people for each of us.
You will find another.
You got 999 more goes at it.
Its just a case of unblocking all the hurts,pains,niggles,broken trusts,walls,we have BUILT Around ourselves as protection.
To be able to be free and open to new possibilities of love.
ah such is love…
the people you love the most can also be the ones that hurt you the most but at least you still have the memories and eventually you will find someone again it might not be immediately but it will happen