Posted by Anonymous on 2012/05/20 under Uncategorized Write your thoughts/feelings here… Right now my thoughts are on him. So much to think about but it all leads back to him. I wish he was here with me. I miss being in his arms. Everything about him I can’t get enough of. He told me last night not to think about it. But it’s hard not to. In only three days until he leaves for basic makes me want to kidnap him. I know it’s something he has to do. But it’s so hard! Hearing the thunder makes me want to crawl into his arms. I miss his scent, the way he holds me in his arms, the way he kisses me. Every night when I close my eyes, he’s on my mind. When I dream, I dream of him. When I wake up, he’s the first person I think about. When I day dream he is always in it. He puts up with me when i have mood swings from hell, he knows when I’m upset and he knows how to get me to smile again. He gave me a necklace at prom which was about a month ago. Taken it off four times; once to go to bed (worst sleepless night ever), once to adjust it, twice: because, I had to go through security at both air ports. other than that it stays around my neck. We had a date night last night and he was there when i got my ears re-pierced and even though i about broke his hand because of my grip he still put on a brave face. We had a mini food fight at the bar and grill. He makes me smile so much. I’m going to try and pull through the next 6 months It’s going to be hard but I know that our love for each other is strong. I can’t wait to see him on tuesday and wish him well and say goodbye. How I hate goodbyes. He promised he would come back for me. I know it’s just basic and AIT but still I’m going to try my hardest to be there for my soldier. If you are reading thank you. Just a lot on my mind right now about the next few months.