Posted by Anonymous on 2023/07/15 under Life Ive not masturbated today, my balls have no idea whats happening as they have not shot cum. My balls are perplexed and in a state of unknowing.. I deleted my porn collection yesterday and now downloaded a few scenes again today. I masturbated tonight, over a woman and man f***ing in a big house on the beach, behind their husband and wife`s back. Its just so wrong its bad. I get tempted to watch this kinda s*** from time to time, forever transfixed in a world of lusty cheap loser filled sex. I`m single its what i do. Nothing to kiss or touch nothing emptying my nut sack, oh god i`m so romantic! I masturbated over a video of a woman with very large breasts and piercing blue eyes, when she looks into the camera i almost faint, She was doing a scene with a short hung stud who started out giving it to her very slowly. She has made three or more scenes with this guy, she must like him. im jelly. Wish i was a hung stud. Ive gone a few days without jerking off now, im proud of myself. I f***ed up i banged one out after going almost three days without a fap, f***s sake. I watched porn last night, guy on the bed, in clothes and the woman in shorts and t shirt, got on the bed and sat near him smiling, he touched her belly and put his hands on her waist, she smiled, they locked hands, kissed, i know it sounds silly, its not sick, or porn, well it was, but it started like that, and it just made me crave being close to a woman so much, for those kisses, those cuddles and hugs, being close. I keep thinking about the pornstar Brianna banks, she is lodged in my brain, Im so touchless, it hurts so much. Ive been single too damn long. why cant i sleep,all this bulls*** in my head tonight, its also the first day without jerking off, maybe its to do with that, Sigh i just cummed over briana banks porn again she was with some older short dude who was hung and gave it to her good, she groaned as she swallowed him. They seemed to be grudge f***ing with no emotion, it was pure business pure filth. I lost my virginity aged 21 to an older woman in her 40s In an expensive room she smiled and sat on my lap. She put a hand on my crotch and rubbed. "you are a big man" she said. "no, really you are huge" she stared deeply into my eyes. she whined out "god yes"
I have been watching a briana banks movie where she has full sex with mark davis and after the climax, she lays on him, they kiss and caress eachother. Its just so sublime i cannot stop watching it as she groans, i have been trying to get the scene out of my head but i cant.
snuggling up, touching a bit. HUMAN TOUCH I LACK.
in her garden garage on a white lawn chair
she gave me a blowjob felt like glass cutting
my penis was red sore. she had a yeast infection
i got thrush. The people at my work laughed when i told them
I was silently happy losing my virginity, as 21 seemed late to me.
They f***ed like rabbits
The drama of it all
eachothers smell
gorging eachothers bodies
driving themselves wild
black high heels on the floor
clawing her way through his muscular back
he would just slip it in
saliva, messy hair and sweat
He wasnt perfect but he felt amazing
she let go and enjoyed him,
complete submission, giving herself.
she would smile in the mirror and wiggle her butt
as he banged her standing up.
She looked my way, licking her lips walking closer.
i felt tinglee, my mouth opened, i stared, "you are so beautiful."
My body froze,i felt aroused, and groaned.
I started to glow inside and become hard.
my face went red i hesitated then smiled.
i felt warm and grabbed her
she felt so soft i put my head deep in her neck
She was sitting on a large cream sofa in the bar, a sexy looking perfect nine blonde with large pink lips. I was a bit nervous as she was so amazingly beautiful i got confidence from drinking and walked up half drunk and spoke to her,she looked at me and then completely ignored me,turning her whole body away from me.I stumbled back to my gym friend and he told me a woman like that needs a big confident man and to watch him how its done.so he walked up,spoke to her,10 mins later,i cant believe my eyes,Both of them sitting on this sofa,she is touching his face,while he is kissing her,her leg over his knee,her black heels dangling,his hand under her waist,They were tonguing eachother,she was leaning into him,pulling him into her,her knee then in his crotch,while showing all her leg and thigh,and parts of her bum,her black skirt was almost completely up,these two so needed a room.She was smiling,as he bent down to kiss and rub her large chest.He poked out his tongue and she sucked it while touching his face.She then put her finger in his mouth,he put his hand on her cheeks his large thumb near her ear,and they kissed with tongues again,She leaned into him and he pushed in even more,two people could not get any closer,She came up for air and looked up like she prayed to the heavens,smiling.she stroked his short black hair and kept looking at him.They were talking in lovers speech all smitten with eachother like they had been lovers for years,He bent down and was kissing her cleavage.Her black bra,so tight just barely keeping it all contained.She leaned her head back again and gritted her teeth,as he nibbled harder on her breasts from the outside of her top.She smiled and ran her hand down his face,shoulders and big muscular arms.She grinned as he kept kissing her chest,his head was glued there.She lifted up his hand and looked at the size of the giant baseball mitt like hand,she kissed it gently,while smiling and snuggling into his big arms and hands,feeling even more feminine.The next time i looked up,he took her by the hand,pulled her up as she was still smiling at him and they walked out of the bar.With him leading the way.The next day i saw my gym friend,and asked him if he had a good night with that lady,he smiled and said nothing.