Posted by Anonymous on 2019/09/20 under Life I am so bored this is not even funny. I have literally no one to talk too. I stay up all night and sleep all day. Maybe i have a sleeping problem. I`m just excited for no reason at all. I am on a few dating sites trying to speak to women and get close to them but i have no luck at all. My dating picture is obscure. Everyone i used to know is now always too busy to chat. I lost a few good friends through having stupid arguments and heated debates. So no real friends there is nothing left but try to get close to the opposite sex. Its hard the dating world seems like a meat market these days and i am not in my twenties anymore. Not even in my thirties anymore. I am watching porn again almost every night. Karma RX videos. I wish i was not mind controlled by this hollow nonsense. Its just a habit that has nothing good about it. I am thinking of joining no fap. They have an emergency fap button if one is in need to masturbate you press a button on your computer hopefully will stop you. I am losing my juices over this smutty porn stuff. Sitting online all the time is not doing me any good. I should get out more back to nature to explore and sit among the trees in the woodland. It`s almost two am i`m sitting up for no reason at all. I must be f***ing demented or something.