Me included. I don't know how to be better. I just want out. If I do kill myself, it will be June 28, 2018. After my birthday, so my parents can at least see me turn eighteen.
I’ve hated myself since I was 9. My dad was deployed for 6 months, my mom was trying to go back to college and I made everything worse by not helping around the house and just being a whiny b****. Everyone in my family was fighting and I just wanted to kill myself to escape it. My 18th birthday will mean I’ve been suicidal for half my life. It’s been a long time coming.
I’ve hated myself since I was 9. My dad was deployed for 6 months, my mom was trying to go back to college and I made everything worse by not helping around the house and just being a whiny b****. Everyone in my family was fighting and I just wanted to kill myself to escape it. My 18th birthday will mean I’ve been suicidal for half my life. I’ve tried being patient, but it didn’t work and this has been a long time coming.
Oh, honey you don’t have to kill yourself, I know it may be hard in life right now but if you were to die right now think of all the things that you would miss feeling and having for the first time. Look, I know I sound like a b***h right now but trust me I know what it is like. I almost killed myself and my mom had found me. Luckily she got me to the hospital in time. Killing yourself is NOT the answer I know it may feel like it right now but trust me it isn’t. I am sorry that you feel that way and I’m sorry for whatever you are going through right now but I know I cant stop you. HELL I am a fifteen year old girl trying to tell you what to do.. But killing yourself will com with consequences, whether you mean them to or not. Abi you sound like an amazing and beautiful person and I wish that maybe you would reconsider your options even if it seems like dying is the only way to escape. Pls email me and talk to me so I can at least help you the best I can. My name is Lizzie I hope I hear from you and not about you.
be patient with youreslf and them, killing wont be worth nor willit be the answer
I’ve hated myself since I was 9. My dad was deployed for 6 months, my mom was trying to go back to college and I made everything worse by not helping around the house and just being a whiny b****. Everyone in my family was fighting and I just wanted to kill myself to escape it. My 18th birthday will mean I’ve been suicidal for half my life. It’s been a long time coming.
I’ve hated myself since I was 9. My dad was deployed for 6 months, my mom was trying to go back to college and I made everything worse by not helping around the house and just being a whiny b****. Everyone in my family was fighting and I just wanted to kill myself to escape it. My 18th birthday will mean I’ve been suicidal for half my life. I’ve tried being patient, but it didn’t work and this has been a long time coming.
Oh, honey you don’t have to kill yourself, I know it may be hard in life right now but if you were to die right now think of all the things that you would miss feeling and having for the first time. Look, I know I sound like a b***h right now but trust me I know what it is like. I almost killed myself and my mom had found me. Luckily she got me to the hospital in time. Killing yourself is NOT the answer I know it may feel like it right now but trust me it isn’t. I am sorry that you feel that way and I’m sorry for whatever you are going through right now but I know I cant stop you. HELL I am a fifteen year old girl trying to tell you what to do.. But killing yourself will com with consequences, whether you mean them to or not. Abi you sound like an amazing and beautiful person and I wish that maybe you would reconsider your options even if it seems like dying is the only way to escape. Pls email me and talk to me so I can at least help you the best I can. My name is Lizzie I hope I hear from you and not about you.