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Posted by on 2012/01/21 under Uncategorized

…I love you. There. I finally said it. I just regret that it couldn’t be to your face. It’s been a month, two weeks and two days since you broke up with me to deal with things alone. Now you complain about being single. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel? Do you have any idea how much that hurts me? I love you more than any guy I’ve ever been with and there hasn’t been that many before you. I miss you. I want to be by your side so badly but… you don’t want me there. Was it something that I did? Was it something that I said? Was it something that I didn’t do or say? I’m up crying because I miss you so much that it hurts. Why can’t you see how much I love you? Why won’t you let me be there for you? You said that you wanted us to be friends. But th truth is… I can’t be just your friend. Now you claim that you have no friends but when I message you on Facebook or text you saying that I’m still your friend, you ignore me. Why?! Why do you ignore me when I try to be your friend?! Why couldn’t you have the decency to break up with me to my face?! Why didn’t you even give me a chance?! Six days! We lasted six f***ing days!! I need to know… Did you ever have feelings for me? I’ve been in love with you for two years. I kept my mouth shut while you dated four girls before me. We would flirt and I would fall hard… then you dated another girl. This happened twice. All I wanted was a chance but you couldn’t even give me that. Why is it that I can’t be mad at you?! Why can’t I hate you?! It would make my life so much easier! I want to hate you but I can’t! I hate myself for it! I hate that I love you…

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