Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/12 under Uncategorized So im sitting here. Always over a screen. When i should be right next to you. I wonder if there was even a single time that whenever we met, you NEVER hugged me. Not once. There has to be a person to push you or tell you to. Or im the one thats starting first. By the way, you better note that. I swear. Another thing, your not even fighting for me. I know the term, i fight my own fights. But when i pull back, you say oh i don’t care. but when you pull back, i try to make you mine until my last breath. Right now, I dont know whether or not i can do it anymore. Ive aided you, I’ve given you oppurtunities, ive cared more than a person should about another, i have pushed you to points where you dont regret. I’m asking for the simplest things in life cause ive tackled the hard ones in yours. I’m afraid. I’m really afraid of losing you. Because for me, there are no second chances when it comes to you. Theres only one shot. And the title? Yea well im craving your hugs. I need one. basically, im mad at you. I’m mad that you cant do the simple things when i’ve conquered the hard ones. It’s not fair. When’s the last time you took me on a date? BY OURSELVES. ive been scheduling. I give you the things that can help. In return i just want some love and caring. I just want you to want me just as much as i want you. Too much to ask? Im sad, tired, mad. what can cure me is ur hugs, cuddles, roses, or more hugs. i really want your hugs right now. Eventhough i am mad at you