Posted by Mindy1718 on 2015/03/12 under Uncategorized Finding out my path seems to be easier than I thought but there is a problem to this path that I chose. What is it that needs to be gone exactly? My mother, that’s what. The pressure to give her everything is growing but the hatred for her is also growing. I knew all along that she was never a good parent but this really has gone too far… Getting out would be a good idea but what would she do if I leave? No one expects me to leave yet and neither do I until the answer of my getting a place of my own(along with a job of course). A job could be hard to get but now that I think about it, being qualified for a good paying job shouldn’t be a problem here. Getting a place too shouldn’t be a problem either since one is available for my price. Being a college student isn’t as hard as I thought… My classes are pretty simple and business is a good job to go into. It doesn’t take long either. Just getting a business certificate takes 4 classes and I’m halfway through one of those classes. Closer and closer is the goal of leaving my mother and her twisted way of thinking. A mother who failed 7 times. Never really had parents to be honest. They were there but they didn’t really do anything… My father is just as bad as my mother. He rather work then actually talk to his kids.(eyes rolling) What would it do if they were there? Who knows! Because of them, I had to learn the hard way. I guess that’s good too, my experiences are good to learn from. But this plan is to get a job after this semester (which is half way done already). I will not go to college in the summer but work my ass off so that I could get a language tutor also. I wish to have my own place during a small period of time of having a job so that my mother would not pester me in her own affairs. After this has gone for at least 4-6 years of leaving the city or the place where my mother lives, along with a job, and the fact that I would speak different languages, I would take my leave for an Asian country to work and restart my life. Does that sound nice? Taking a leave for a different country might be hard since I love my family(except my parents) is hard but it’s what I truly want in life. That’s all yo!