Posted by Anonymous on 2014/07/05 under Uncategorized I’m always fighting this war a new war came in.He said he loved me but he just got out of a relantionship he told me too wait…I did…next minute he is dating my friend. To make it worse he drove of by my house and I saw him kissing her. I went home and I felt betrayed. When he was gone I worried cuz he was suicidal she doesn’t know anything about him or what he did. I feel she should know. But I’m not that kinda of person. I’m on the edge what’s keeping me alive is quotes and band. I’m heartbroken I’m mad I’m upset….. He reminds of my father…..my father did the same thing to my mom. I’m crying I’m depressed I cared I loved I worried about him I thought about him every day. He hurt me badly. My dad left me he said I was going to be a failure he never came to my concert….then we moved I turned emo. I tried to committ suicide two times I told the guy I liked everything I heard his darkest secrets. I thought he was different then any other guy. I saw him again he didn’t even say hi. I’m pissed!! I have self harmed I’m still recovering if I get hurt again I might go off the edge !!g
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Hey! Just a little courage is what you really need… And guys are stupid anyways.. They just know to hurt you.. You shouldn’t give him so much importance… Now that he’s gone, you need to move on. What is it? A guy? Your dad too? So what.. Men are dogs.. And you shouldn’t consider suicide.. You have a whole life ahead..full of these stupid sperms that won.. But you know what? You don’t care anymore.. Take that idiot’s picture and flush him down the toilet.. He doesn’t care for your feelings.. So show him that he is s***!