Posted by DearDiary on 2014/05/23 under Uncategorized The problem is, he was my first love. He was the best thing that has ever happened to me, and the worst. Its been like almost or more than 6 months we broke up, and I CAN NOT GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD. He cheated on me haha, its just so funny because I basically didn’t do anything wrong to him, but he left and cheated on me.But what changed my mind was, one day I went to my friends house which was dating him that time, he came to her house, I saw him, I tried to hide because I didnt want him to see me. But my friend called me, so I had to go. And when I saw him, EVERYTHING I repeat EVERYTHING came back, the feelings, the butterflies, just everything. I didn’t want to show her that i still liked him so I played cool, but he tired kissing her infront of me, so I just turned around and left. Like what the f*** is wrong with you dude. I haven’t done anything bad to you, yeah i understand you left me, but to kiss her infront of me? Babe no, YOU ARE NOT BRINGING ME DONE, I AM STRONG, I CAN GET SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU SWEETHEART, and YOU KNOW THAT I CAN. Oh and btw i’m way out of your league, you only get one chance with me, not two, not three. And maybe you have to find girls who won’t care if you cheat on them or not. BUT BABE, THATS NOT ME, WHY? BECAUSE I’M NOT A SECOND CHOICE, YOU’RE EVEN LUCKY I GAVE YOU TIME. BUT TOO BAD, YOU ARE SO WORTHLESS, I’M SORRY FOR YOU. I’m keeping my head up, no mother f***er is going to bring me down, and as they say, THERE ARE MORE FISH IN THE SEE.