Posted by retardgirl on 2013/09/07 under Uncategorized I f***ing hate you you stupid c*** i love you so much at the same time and everytime i imagine myself in someones arms you are the only one that comes to mind. You were so f***ing stupid. UGH why were you so dumb and cruel? Why did you tell me to meet you , and you never showed. Was i that much of a joke? Was i so blindly in love with you that only you could see it, that it was dumb and wrong and stupid? Why didnt you just say so? You could have told me, babe, you dont love me, you just love the idea. Instead you f***ing toyed me so hard that i actually believed
there was something there when there wasnt! But there was.. Your f***ing eyes that masturbate all covered under your hairy f***ing unibrow you ugly c***-sucker. Ugh you stared through me for your own pleasure and laughed and laughed and laughed. And you let me untie your shoes for fun and you showed me your STUPID STUPID dubstep music. God i hate your stupid music. Your f***ing wrists and you ivory skin and your…. your f***ing hair. So long and sleek and shiny black. It covered your eyes that were glued to me while you were holding hands with that girl. Your girl. You kissed her and looked at me at the same time, you prick. Why would you do that? And then you .. ugh… you f***ing pretended not to hear me. For a laugh? You sick bastard, literally. Your dad left you you little f***ing monster. If that was even true. What about you was true? I hope you are real f***ing content with your little girl under your shoulder and that stupid snaggle tooth peeking out of your sad little grin. I will always compare myself to your standards and wake up to defeat you and be better than what you said you wanted and will never have. I hope your happy because i sure am, now that you are gone and out of site. The more I tell myself i dont care about you, the more i remember how your presence made me feel. Blissful. Go die in a hole you little pussy. I can do so much f***ing better.