Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/28 under Uncategorized I just want my life to move on..I have a few close friends and a great family, but im not happy. I hate my job its so depressing.. all my friends are at university having fun and being young while im here working and none of them would understand how hard it is. I feel so unworthy and less of a person then them. I long to start fulfilling my dreams because i do have lots of them. I’ve got to a point where i cant remember how it feels to be happy.. i just settle and get by and live my happiness through other people. The only thing in life i truly want is to be happy… but to be honest im starting to worry that i don’t know what it will take to reach that happiness.. and that scares me… I’m losing my direction and i feel out of control of my own life. I have some plans which are exciting and could be the key to my new start in life… of course it’s not a simple plan.. but i know anything worth doing will not be simple.. People say growing up is hard because you have to get a job and pay bills but to be honest thats the easiest part. The hard part is figuring out who you are and what you want from your life and how to get it. It’s about discovering new feelings and learning how to deal with them and understanding what they mean.. this is what is difficult.. But those rare times when you reach an epiphany it’s like a revelation which washes relief and joy over you..