Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/19 under Uncategorized Some how everything is changing, and I HATE changes.. I don’t like when old path disappears, because people that used to walk down that path choose another one. Maybe the problem is within me.. you know, like it is because I don’t want to change and everyone around me is changing , not just everyone but everything. And environment that I am in is at fault too… I feel trapped. I started working, and now I see how naive I was, how much I was daydreaming. Now it seems as if world and people are really dark and unfriendly, selfish. How can you love in this kind of world? And if you can how can you be sure that that person really loves you and more importantly respects you? How can a person try to form stronger bonds if he or she sees only flaws when she/he is looking at himself. It is unfair for your partner….because by thinking like that I am making “my partner” pitiful….ach….but that is not the main problem, at least for now… For few days I keep thinking about how it is getting harder and harder to speak with people. I am under impression that everyone of them thinks that whatever I am saying is wrong, and they have to tell me their point of view because it is the right way. Yes I can understand that maybe it is right or right for you, but not for me. I don’t want to feel guilty every time I open my mouth. I want to talk freely, I miss a normal conversation, where one can express what ever one is thinking and listen to others without judgement, without jumping to some kind of conclusions… I need to say something out loud to understand it, to feel how does it feel when the words are said out loud….