Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/01 under Uncategorized Why do we feel so alone? Why do I feel so alone? I mean we have people all our us. But they just hide behind the truth. We all have so many friends but why are we always alone? Because no one really cares about you or anything other than themselves. Say I’m wrong, say I might be the only one feeling this right now, say that it will get better. Maybe its just me. Maybe I’m the one who is messed up. I keep things bottle up inside because why tell people? All they gonna do is judge you or blame someone. Its better to be alone, that way you cant get hurt. Trust no one. Honestly I have no idea what is wrong with me. I know there are many people out there that feel the same way as I am, but writing it is different than telling someone your problems. We all hate how we look, we all wanna be something we aren’t. We pretend we want this perfect little family or perfect little life, after so many many times of getting hurt as much as I did, nothing is every perfect anymore. I can’t even talk about this without having a meltdown. I may sound pathetic or stupid for just… Sometimes i wonder would everything get better? You could say i am emotionally unstable but i dont care anymore, words hurt. And after everything i just dont feel like putting up a fight. i could tell people who are reading this may thing “woow, this is lame” but no one asked for what you care, i just want to write every little thing that comes to my mind but it would just take up my whole life. I cant even call anyone a true friend or a place to call home because each of those are just people and places to make yourself worse that wghat it is. Sometimes i wonder why we are here, why we suffer so much but i guess its life and some of us out there have the same crap and i know we are never really alone, but it feels so much like it ! Sometimes I just dont wana be here anymore,