Posted by Anonymous on 2013/02/25 under Uncategorized I hate to be a drama queen …but here’s my story . He was my best friend…I told him everything..he told me everything…we talked..I told him stuff Icouldnt say to my self….I changed him..he changed me…He cared..He wanted to talk everyday..he was a relly relly good friend…then, I couldnt get him out of my mind , I thought of him , every day…allday…I thought he wanted me to…I mean…the way he looks..theway he cares…was everything to me..yet..I relly never knew how I relly felt at that time. one day , he told me , he told me he was in love, with this amazing girl , he loved her soo much,,, I cried that night…wishing she was me.pathitec..but true…yet , I always doubted she was me..or he probably liked me to….I kept talking to him..then, one day, I couldnt keep it to my self,I told him I care for him, I told him I cant pass a aday without talking to him……he took it as a friend!!!..told me that he will always be my friend..will always be there for me…I knew how much I loved him at that time….
Then , oneday I knew that he was relly in love with someone else..a friend told me ..I was sure..He was soo happy that day…I bet she told him she loved him back..I knew it..I was dying that day…everytime I look at him..I die…can he feel me…can he hear me…
at last , my parents told me that there is someone intrested in me…and that I should give it a try…but they asked me if there was someone else first…I wanted to tell them there was…wanted to tell them he was in love with me…wanted to tell them someone loves me…but I couldnt..bescause he doesnt..he loves her…He doesnt love me..I dont want to feel this horrible any more..I want to close my heart..help me
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U feel so empty when u not with him. He makes ur heart melts. Well i was inlove with my bestfriend too, and he had a girlfriend. I had these strong feelings for him. But he didn’t notice because he was busy being with her. And the truth is, that i didn’t love myself, i didn’t take care of myself, as i did for him. U have to be true to yourself, and take care of yourself first! I couldn’t let him go, but i did, because he was happy with someone else. I think you should tell him your feelings. I never had the chance to tell my bestfriend at the time. Do it before its to late. Maybe he likes u too or something, who knows? So talk to him okay? tell him, and if he loves her for real, so take care of yourself and u have to learn to be alone, and hes happy? isn’t that what you wanted? Im sure you’ll be hurt, but life isn’t perfect you have to go through some tough times too. Im so sorry i feel you so much. Good luck sweetie xx