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Posted by on 2013/02/22 under Uncategorized

I look at my reflection in the mirror and cry. I take a shower in a full piece swimsuit because I can’t stand the way my body looks. I work my f***ing ass off in the gym and try to eat healthy and yet I stay the same. I hate the way I look. I hate who I’ve become. I have come to the point where I realize that no one could ever love someone like me. I cry myself to sleep. I cry when I wake up to face the day. I smile to hide my misery but it does not work. I am so sad, so done, inside. A part of me just wants to end this now because things are just going to get worse. I just wish someone could take the pain away for me.

One thought on “I hate myself.

  1. Anonymous says:

    you know how u can remove the pain? face them! no one is perfect. you have your own charm, and confidence always get you the right way. my point is, that how hard you workout and stuff, you have to believe in yourself. and there is a boy out there to everyone. I was a chubby girl back in high school i never got the experience, i just said there and saw that people had a great time, except me. And know im married to the most handsome man i’ve met in my entre life. u just have to patient, everything comedies with the time. And everyone has theft own beauty, just face the problems and be strong. xx.

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