Lat night, I broke down. I literally just fell to my knees and bawled. I haven’t cried that hard in forever. I don’t know what it was that made me break down and cry. I know when I was crying a lot of my ex crossed my mind. The one who I dated for 2 years, was engaged to, then randomly one day left by. It just kinda happened. I cried for hours, about anything and everything. There were so many mixed emotions and I just couldn’t stop. So many reasons. I miss my ex, school, friends, family. Small stuff like that. But holding in all these emotions the past couple of weeks have really just tore me up on the inside. I’m glad I let it out. I’m glad I cried like I did last night. I’m glad that I now realize what I didn’t before. And that’s that just because I’m crying, doesn’t mean I’m weak. Doing what I did last night made me stronger. It made my head more clear. I now know half of the things I was questioning myself. I’m a strong person. I’ve been through a lot. So, so what if I cry here and there… right?
I’m currently going through something similiar. I just thought you should know you’re not alone.