Lately I drawn more and more to hurt myself. I thought I had given up this horrible habit, but I feel as if it helps me help myself. Even as I thread through my skin with the blade, I often think to myself, if it’s your body and it isn’t causing any major dammage, why is it wrong? I dare not ask the question for fear somebody will discover my reoccuring habit, but I do still wonder. Writen in curiousty, I dare ask that somebody answer my question.