Somewhere To Write

Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/20 under Uncategorized

so heres my story. so i have the 2 best guy friends ever. we hangout everyday at school and every friday after school till late night (only reason for not doing sleepovers.. obviously its because im a girl) anyway so this last weekend i got in trouble i guess i was “grounded” idk ive never been grounded before the point is my mom told me not to even dare ask her if i could hang out with them on friday so when i told my guy buds this they said just to wait it out an ask her later in the week so i did. meanwhile (guy bud 2) found out who (guy bud 1 liked) (and i like guy bud 1 so i sorta wanted to know) so guybud2 said he wanted to tell me really bad but guybud1 told him “no dont do it i want to be the on to tell her i want to do it privately when we hangout friday) but then thursday came an my mom still wasnt happy so my guy friend (guy bud 1) said to butter her up an wait for a good moment an ask one last time but i chickened out an ended up telling her that i needed help with my homework so i was guna stay after school an get help and then added that i was guna go out for ice cream with them after and meet her up at her work before she got off. and she agreed and on friday morning i told her how they wanted me to ask about hanging out longer and of course she was furious that i even dared ask her so i let it go and told them id only be able to do ice cream so we got ice cream and we walked to this school and sat around for a while and right before it was time to go meet my mom (guy bud 1) asked me wat i had told her i said i was staying after school for so i said for help in math but i lied it was an excuse to hang out with you guys a little bit, so he told me to tell her that the teacher wasnt there after school so i was guna go to his house an he was guna help me out and amazingly she agreed! so we walked to his house an i was super excited (cuz i mean honestly how often does a girl go to her crushes house?…. alot? haha well not me)so we dropped our stuff off and we went to this park by his house and we went down in this creek and we were just walking around (guybud2 was way ahead of us sorta doin his own thing)and they started getting out the sides and me being short found it difficult getting up so he got back down into the creek and said “give me your hand dont worry i got you ill pull you up” and in my head i was(aww cuz you know everything your crush does for you is sweet an cute) an surprisingly he did it no problem and then they decided to go back down -_- and since it took me extra time trying to slide back down the steep side he got ahead of me and there were these giant roots sticking out and it was either go over them or get in the water and get all muddy an wet so obviously i tried climbing over the roots and then he told guybud2 to go ahead he was guna come back for me an help me. he grabbed my hand and held on to me said dont worry (and honestly each time he held my hand helping me i wanted to melt.. i know im cheesy i like him too much ol hey dont judge me its like a fairy tale he kept coming to my rescue) so he helped me and we went on this trail an buybud2 was just running around while me and guybud1 were walking together talking so eventually we went back to the park and buybud2 said “oh ya you still need to tell her!” and i was sorta bracing myself for it cuz i knew it wasnt me so when he told me her name it wasnt a giant surprise to hear her name was not mine he proceeded by asking me who i liked but he had just said another girls name i didnt want to look like a fool and be all like “oh um who me oh ya um i like you” no. i dont want to ruin our friendship if hes not interested in me as more than a friend so i said no one but he kept insisting but i just kept lying then we started talking about our up coming formal dance (guybud2 already has a girl) and he asked guybud1 if a girl asked him would he say no? and he said he would probably say yes (and while all this is going on guybud2 is looking at me all funny so i thought he was referring to me as the girl who would ask him) and he brought up “so i know this girl who really really wants to go with you but she’d rather have you ask her (and again im thinking me?) so guybud1 said well who just tell me an guybud2 said well ill tell her(me) and see if she thinks i should tell you so he tells me the girls name and im shocked (not only is she a friend of mine who knows i like this guy but shes not even nice to him shes a flat out rude sometimes….but she also happends to be very pretty) so of course i said no dont tell him and i said stuff like i dont know he would want to know but he told us to just tell him so i told him think of it this way “would you date anyone who hangout out with us at lunch? (ps theres 5 girls including me 2:he doesnt know 1:he hates and that leaves me and my “friend” who wants to ask him) and he smiled and said ya maybe (which only scared me even more i thought what if she is that “maybe”) so i took a leap and we told him she wanted to ask him and he just looked kind of awkward and said no that he thought she was an awesome girl but she reminded him of his sister and going with her would be awkward (an as hes saying all this 2 things are going through my head 1: yes! ha! thats right back off he aint interested honey! hit the road!(i know thats bad but wat can i say ive liked him to long to give up now) and 2:if it was down to me and her?….am i that maybe he was talking about? o.O nah it cant be but wat if i am i mean he said he would go if a girl asked but she asked through guybud2 and he said no was he thinking wat i was thinking when guydud2 was talking did he think he was referring to me? maybe i should ask him see wat he says wat if it is me? but wat if im wrong? wat if i mess everything we have were such good friends now)then to change subjects he showed us around his back yard and we started playing hide and seek followed by them shoving each other like crazy (roughhousing) on the tree swing in his back yard than he decided how about i get on that he would spin me (i almost fell haha) i was so dizzy it was fun then when we were tired from all the messing around we sat on the grass and he brought out blankets and we laid next to each other just talking and looking up at the stars (ugh if it were only me an him it would have felt like the perfect date <3 looking up at beautiful stars so romantic and fun since he had an app for finding constellations but it sorta felt like just us 2 because while we were laying down our friend had his sweater hood over his face probably sleeping) and when guybud2 got up and wondered off to look at the cat (i think) guybud1 looked at me an asked "so who are you going to the formal with?" and i was really hoping he would reply to my "no one unless someone asks" with a "want to go with me?" but my mom texted me saying she was on her way (of course im thinking crap! horrible timing mom!) so we ran inside and he wrote a bunch of stuff in my note book and we came up with a giant lie of how it took like 3 hrs to do homework an he walked me out to the car (guybud2 was sleeping) and told my mom "ya sorry we took so long she helped me with my spanish homework cuz im white and im terrible at it (my mom laughed) and he said she was a great help then looked at me and smiled and said thanks for the help see you at school. and you know wat she bought it she believed every word she was telling her friend who was in the car "now see i like him thats a good boy right there look wat they were doing helping each other with homework such a good kid" (and im quietly laughing in the back seat thinking if you only knew it was his idea to lie in the 1st place but nice to see you like him cuz if we ever date i hope you approve haha) i wish that day would never end it was so much fun but now i cant stop thinking what if i had asked him would he ever ask me? could i truly be his maybe sometimes i wish i could just read his mind so i wouldnt have to figure him out i would hate to get my hopes up and ask him only to be rejected the way he rejected my friend

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