Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/11 under Uncategorized hi everyone i don’t know how this site works, but i just wanted to post my feelings somewhere. I’m a girl in 8th grade, and i feel unlikeable if that is even a word, but since 5th grade, i’ve been chubby and i hated it, like i’ve been bullied in 2 years since 5th grade but when i got to 7th grade i moved school, to a private school. i’ve got many friends, and boys too! its amazing how sweet there are, boys normally don’t talk to me, because i was a chubby, girl that didn’t go up in my look, and i just wore clothes that i feel comfort in. But i feel people, is playing nice to me, and when I’m not around they talk behind my back, and i got no confidence at all! I’m really shy and i never talk in class, and i have had a huge problem with that in a long time, so I’m not good to talk to strangers, or people, and when i normally talk, i choke i fall over my words like i cant talk, and i just hate my life when I’m in school… and i have moved school 4 times, because i didn’t feel comfortable in my classes. i feel, i have no friends. I feel that, i have no joy no happiness in my life. Nothing, i just hate everything, and btw my best friend is lying behind my back… i cant trust anyone… I hate seeing girls from my class having fun, talking, hugging boys. I just feel like … Unwanted. And my grades is like the biggest problem, I’m so dumb. clumsy and stupid. Sometimes i think am i even smart at anything? i mean that i ask about the stupid things in class, because i don’t get anything my teacher is saying. i just hate reality, i love to live in my dreams, and just fantasy that I’m a beautiful skinny girl, with a boyfriend, and everyone want to hang out with me, like the opposite of my life… I just feel like, its wasted of life, I feel alone in this world, you may be confused about my “though” but i just wanted to post my feelings, and if you is like asking if I’m serious, well yes I’m 100% serious … I’m out
Bianca from Denmark
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Ok so let me first tell you that things get much better. You are beautiful, and there is nothing to worry about. Work hard in school, but do your best you know? You do not need perfect grades to be a great person. And guess what? You can be whatever you’d like. Guys have different types, so don’t worry about being the skinny girl. ok? The right one will come along and love you for who you are. And you can be popular with a lot of friends just talk to people and be nice. Good luck .xx