Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/08 under Uncategorized Every single thing I try, I fail at. Everything. From ballet to piano to school. Big fat f***ing fail. It hurts so bad just to watch myself fall apart like this when I have no control. Physics. Math. Everything. I feel so hopeless. All of my teachers do not care about me and the personal struggles I am going through. They will never understand. And I want to kill myself just so I can show all these teachers and my parents that they never helped me. They never even cared about how I was thinking. None of my teachers ask me how I am, or how my day was. Instead they tell me that I am failing and I need work. Work work work. Why can’t someone just give me a hug and tell me that things are going to be ok in the end? I have lost hope in myself. If other people are not there for me, who is? I am strong enough to love myself anymore.
Your teachers are suppose to push you it’s their job, also your parents, because both, want the best for you. I get that it’s tough for you and sometimes you need someone to tell you that you can do it, but believe in yourself, that’s more important than anything else. It can be hard sometimes and that’s okay, just don’t lose hope, because you can do anything you want to, as long as you believe in it. You don’t need your teachers or parents or anyone else. Do what you want to do, and do it for you, not for them.