I am growing up to fast. Too mature for my age (20), have to many thoughts for a female. I work too much, with two jobs about 8 hours each. That’s not all together, but each. I want a relationship, a serious relationship. I have told meself that I shouldnt be looking for one until later in my life. But with everyone around me, that I grew up with being pregrant, being married or even both. I feel left out. all i want is to be loved, cared about, and to be happy. No crap attached. is that so hard to ask for? I’m starting to think so, because guys my age want sex. So turned to a 45 year old navy retiree. But he has even turned out to be a loser in tin foil.
There is someone out there that will love you for who you are and how you act. Men are weird at that age and it normal to feel “objectified” so it is important to look for a man that’s not only mature, but very much of a gentleman because it is what you deserve. Don’t rush anything, just enjoy your youth while you have it. No need to worry about children or marriage. The right man will come along 🙂