Only a couple days have gone past in the summer holidays and i’ve never felt so alone in my life. Nobody to turn to and nobody to just have a fun time with in general. Feels like crap as all my old friends have built close friendships with new group leaving me out in the cold. Its like nobody cares about me any more, every body thinks i’m sooooo strong and can handle everything that is thrown at me but little do they know how surprisingly weak I am when it comes to my own emotions.
Yes I do have a family mum dad sisters the lot! But you know when you just need that somebody who your close to , do everything together and share all your little secrets.
I am crumbling inside and silently crying out for help.
Don’t do this to yourself, hun. Been there and done that. Try to communicate again with your old friends. Don’t be afraid. Try to make new ones. Shy? Well, you’re gunna have loud friends, believe me. And don’t worry about being alone. Someone is gunna pop out of nowhere 🙂 I ended up really f***ing up each and every bond I had with my friends. But time helped and back on board. DOn’t feel lonely. Focus on your family too.