Where do I begin???
Do you ever wanna cry but you’re not exactly sure why?? I’ve had that for a few days now…probably closer to a week. I’ve cried a few times but the feeling is still here. I don’t understand though because everything is going so well right now. Actually better now than ever. I mean I love [..more..]
Here it goes
Well it seems I can never hold a relationship. So I know I’m young and have years ahead of me, but you were young once too or are still, so you know what it’s like. I just feel like no matter what I do I mess everything up. In fact, a couple of my old [..more..]
Her last broken heart
Suddenly the air grew thin and her breath shortened, She looked but could not find, The person who had given her the most, For he’d left her there alone, Little did she know it’d be the last time she’d take a breath, As she lie down, The last bit of air left her lips, She [..more..]
What do I do? -Jonny
So I have a boyfriend…we’ll call him Jonny (not his real name). Well me and Jonny have been together for a little over a month. We’ve only fought once but that’s besides the point. I’m really into Jonny but I have a problem, he can’t handle me emotionally. Meaning he doesn’t want to know my [..more..]
What happened?
I feel the word “us” slowly slipping out of reach. We are becoming two wholes rather than 1/2 of each other. There isn’t even a conversation to look through anymore. Just good mornings and good nights. What happened to when you’d try? What happened to the days we’d have pointless conversations? I miss having late [..more..]
Brian <3
Is it bad…when you tell someone you like them and they say they like you back but start dating someone else because your ex made them promise not to date you. Well I like Brian and he started dating Kaleigh and Justin (my ex) helped them get together. And last weekend we were hanging out [..more..]
Depression Obsession
Spoken word: Depression, it’s that feeling you get when you wake up but you can hardly breathe. They tell you that you belong in an insane asylum, with the mentally insane and the murderers and the broken. Depression, it’s the scars you leave yourself with because that blade is your only friend, the only one [..more..]
Justin <3
I love him. He loves me. I love him. He loved me. Isn’t that how things always work? well f***in hell…I’m bloody done with it. I’ve f***ed everything up so many times i’m the one with no chance. and he still blames me, because its my fault…everything always is didn’t you know? i’m left with [..more..]
Beautiful People
The wonderful people in life are often taken for granted, unseen and unheard by the world around them. Nobody hears our cries in the night, they don’t see we can’t sleep because we’re afraid of our own nightmares. They don’t know what goes on behind the smiles our faces put out to deceive them. They [..more..]
Invisible
I’m only invisible. Only to the world. I’m unseen. Unknown to something so huge. I’m only invisible. Not even a scratch on the diamond that is this world. I don’t change a thing. I’m worth nothing to this world. I’m only invisible. I should be left alone. Too late I already am. I have nothing. [..more..]