One
When will I find the one? If I even do.
JAMES
I LOVE JAMES -RAGAN
TIME TO GIVE UP
ive been with him for the longest time and he doesnt seem to care anymore. im always the first one to text him or call himand he just seems bored. he says hes happy and he doesnt want to live without me but he could be happy without me. he could do better then me. [..more..]
love
did i act like a fool or there is still a hope and i made your heart tingle?!
stupid meGreat. I saw you and we looked right in eachother’s eyes. I always thought you were attractive and always extra nice to me, but of course kept it to myself because I was dating your friend and was into him even though he was treating me like crap. All you guys would ask me why I was with him lol that should have been a red flag. Now I ran into you and you actually hung out with me. Not only that but you were telling me how gorgeous I was all night and making sure I was alright. I wish I had just let you in the car. I wonder what you wanted to talk about. I guess I was worried that you didn’t want to talk at all. Now I’m still thinking about you, and it’s got my stomach in a knot. Idk when I’ll see you again. And idk if you’re upset with me because I was a little rude. I just wanted to go home though. I was too stoned to do anything other than that. I just hope that I see you again soon.
Great. I saw you and we looked right in eachother’s eyes. I always thought you were attractive and always extra nice to me, but of course kept it to myself because I was dating your friend and was into him even though he was treating me like crap. All you guys would ask me why [..more..]
Friendship or lack thereof
I see all these interesting and active people around me and I feel that they are so much ‘better’ compared to me…. I think I have a more introverted personality and I don’t really know how to interact with others well. Even if I manage to make a good beginning I don’t know how to [..more..]
boys boys boys
I seriously don’t get it ..why your crush talks to you so nicely ,and then go out on a first date and then on a second date and comporte absolutly cute ,and then he’s not even into you ..and you can figure that because he didn’t text you for days if you don’t text him [..more..]
Pain
I wish I could feel absolutely nothing. I made a mistake. I let my wall down, even though I knew it would eventually hurt me. I wish I was dead. There would be no more hurt, no more pain, no more caring. Just nothing…
Death
There was a boy I knew. He was a grade ahead of me in school. He was in my English class, and sat right next me. He was so funny, and nice to everyone. He was a faithful Christian. If there was ever something positive to say about someone, you could say it about this [..more..]
Actor, actor oh thats me
I hate that they cannot see. It pains me they are unable to look through that mask that I made. Nobody calls my bluff, no one thinks I may be lying. Really just trying to save my own ass. They don’t doubt for a second that the b**** that greets them is the real me. [..more..]